the new symbolic haircut

I hav never got so much of attention b4 , in the clg,thanks to da new hairstyle,actually itz hardly a style itz jus a brutal-hair-cut-cum-hair-disaster......*The almost Ghajini look* ..People ,my friends n friends of friends to be mor precise walked by me lyk imma ghost... Nobody literally nobody cud recognize the real me in da fst eyeballing session.....well yeah with all d lies i hav bin living with,nobody has actually got thru the mask nd recognized me.....they kept asking y da hell i did dat to myslf i.e the haircut....i got lost for a moment..... it ws just abt a haircut Nd i easily cem up wid stupid reasons bt when dey vl ask y da hell i kept lying...dn it wud b interesting to c my response,i evn doubt if i cud com up with ne valid rezn !!!! neverthless,all da hairs i lost symbolises all da relations,all da bad habits i lost or on da verge of lozin..... i m no doubt starting all over agen bt da question is will i b abl to??? i behaved a bit alien to monika nd she cried......so wot i draw is, one i cant leav ppl lyk dis most importantly the ppl i meet daily, two i nid to tell em da truth,three i cant afford to be hated by da ppl ( i meet daily) fr a healthy n non-embarrassing environment wic wud happen aftr following two *short term trouble* ,four i nid to stick to wot i hav decided *long term benefits* five m screwed !!!